Feb
10
12.
“I’m going through a rough spot in my friendship with my friend ****. We were really tight since about March of 2009 to about August of 2009.
I don’t know what happened, but we stopped texting each other all the time and we also stopped hanging out.
I might be blocking out what really might’ve happened, but I honestly can’t recall what did.
She was my definition of a best friend, and now she barely talks to me. We went for about 4 months with on and off communication.
Her friend *Julie* took my place and now they always hang out 24/7. She used to complain about Lauren some times. But I guess now she’s okay with her?
I just recently took the initiative in trying to start conversations with her. I tried texting her a few times after school saying, “hey!” but she’d never respond.
When I would ask later about the earlier text, she’d say something like, “oh. I didn’t get it.” I know she’s lying… cause well, that just doesn’t happen that often.
I’ve been texting her saying “Goodnight” for about 3 nights now. She would never respond. Not once.
It’s really killing me because I truly miss her but I have a lot of doubts that she misses me.
Earlier on, about a month ago she facebook messaged me and started a conversation.
Now, I’m trying everything to connect with her again and she won’t give me a passing glance.
I feel like there’s something wrong with me because I can’t have really close friends that I hang out with ALL of the time.
She was that one person that I had no complaints about.
She actually hugged me every time I saw her.
It sounds lame as fuck, but I don’t normally get hugs.
I’m sorry if this was lengthy.
Thank you so much for reading this.
You have no idea how much I appreciate it
<3”
